[[Cinderella's Moments]]

Friday, February 02, 2007

[[Counting Down]]

Counting down to Shun's bday as well as CNY.. Bought an ipod nano (with special engraving)for Shun. Anyway, he had received the present way in advance.. haha.. knew he like it but he didn't reveal his happiness.. I'm so sad.. Anyway that present cost me a bomb and it disrupts my saving plan.. Erhm.. nth much plannned for that day cos i dun wanna feel disappointed if what i've planned could not be realized on that actual day.

I wanna go on a shopping spree.. to buy CNY clothes.. hahaha.. oh yah, i signed up for this free* golf course that my sch offered.. I really wish i could be selected.. wish.. wish..

[[Last Wrote]]*|9:44 AM|

Thursday, January 18, 2007

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i'm back... yohooo.. After a disappearance of 1 mth+, i'm finally back in the blogging space... life is uh-uhm.. good.. Am doing 5 modules this term but 2 of it will be done at NTU. 2 of my GEs.. cool yeah.. has been working daily since the new yr starts.. how sad can my life be. But i can't complain much if not someone out there will feel that i'm too of a complanin queen. But to that someone, dun worry i'll take good care of myself.

Erhm.. time to recap.. Didn't do much for Xmas and new yr.. Simply too lazy to be sandwich between those foreign workers, putting yourself at risk of being molested.. haha.. anyway, i hate crowds.. esp when the crowd was erhm.. that kind of ppl.. haha..

Caught a couple of movies over the last few weeks of the yr. Night at the Museum was good!!! And i love to watch movies at Cathay on a weekday.. cos its not as crowded as elsewhere and most imptly, its CHEAPER.. haha..

Erhm.. Went Mt Faber last sat.. the night scenery is cool.. like the lightings and tall buildings of singapore.. reminds me of the view that i saw in Taipei 101.. Shun has been treating me really well.. all the free trips that i got from him is making me a bit lazy to take public transport.. haha.. but i hate that we have to waste time finding parking lots whenever we are out.. hiaz..

Met up with my poly mates during xmas too.. glad to have see them.. or at least we are still in contact despite the different and hectic schedule of each and everyone.

Lastly, I'm so happy to announce that i'm now in my LAST YR OF MY UNDERGRADUATE STUDIES!! I'm gonna graduate this end nov. Yeah!!!! I've been waiting for this day to come.. counting down and so on.. and now i can really feel it.. Wooohhh... Though i know that job searching will be a tough process but i'm glad that i'm finally gonna graduate.. finally gonna step up to the society and earn $$$$... i feel that i'm growing up or rather am going old.. I hope life after graduation will be smooth sailing.. i wanna start to pen my own future..

- a simple girl waiting to see the not so simple world -

[[Last Wrote]]*|10:20 AM|

Saturday, December 02, 2006

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My proj proposal video..

[[Last Wrote]]*|11:00 AM|

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6 more hours to go!!!! Yeah!!!

[[Last Wrote]]*|10:57 AM|

Thursday, November 30, 2006

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I'm finally back. Its been a hectic term for me. Never am i so stress and busy in my life in SMU. Anyway, its coming to an end. Yes, i'm down with my one and only paper this sat - MELAYU.. I'm so sian as i only have 1 paper but yet the paper is on the last day of the exam week. Argghh.. Friends who had more papers finished earlier than me.. So sad.. I'm in the midst of revising but i'm really so tired looking at "Maria sangat gemar bernmain bola bersama abangnya", "Umat lelaki ersolat di masjid-masjid pada pagi Hari Raya" etc.. Help me!! i wish my exam is tomorrow so that i can get it 0ver and done with..

I had wonderful teammates for all my proj this term. Know more people and found more people who live in Yishun.. haha.. Love my New Product Development grp.. Though its the most time consuming proj, i have lots of fun with all my teammate.. And we did a good job during presentation.. Well done, pal.. Claudia, Debbie, Malini, Mr Beng (KokBeng) andYew wei.. Its really nice to work with all of u... I love our presentation slides and the video that we produced for the proj proposal.. so professionally done..

I also met a bunch of friendly and hardworking teammate from my Service Marketing and Melayu class. Candice, Peixin, Grace (she lives a few blk away from me), Seng Song ( yes! he is the singapore runner) I guess we did a rather impressing job for SM. Thanks u ppl..
My melayu teammate - Hanni, Candice (again!), Joanna and Angela.. so fun rehearsing the malay skit..

Though i had some share of fun throughout the term, I'm really dreadful of looking at my result. I have prepared for the worst. Think its gonna be the worst term so far.. Sigh...

To compensate for the sadness, shun and i decided to go Bangkok next week.. HOooooo... I'm leaving next tuesday.. so happy.. wanna shop and have fun.. i feel really blessed this yr, i went overseas every sch holiday.. Yeah.. guess it has become a tradition.. gonna plan my next trip.. haha.. but i'm gonna be broke... sad..

[[Last Wrote]]*|12:14 PM|

Thursday, October 19, 2006

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I'm STRESSED.... SUPER STRESSED...

Will only be back to blog in Dec... After all my projects and stuff..
SIAN..

[[Last Wrote]]*|12:59 AM|

Friday, August 04, 2006

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Catched "The Click" with debbie and siti yesterday. A good show, though its a comedy, there's a particular emotional part. The sad moment that people part from their families and leave the world.. (though its only a dream in the movie) Its really saddening and people cried while they watched. Debbie cried, Siti cried, the girl siting next to me cried, but i didn't. I believed my tears have all dried up after that night.

I was happy to see the girls but i'm so sorry that i looked really grumpy yesterday. Told debbie abt my problem and she asked me why the sudden change in him.. I have totally no idea. why the sudden change? Its too sudden for me to adapt.

I've never felt so sad in my r/s before. Never, ever. I guessed we are at the bottom-pit again. I wonder when will we leave this spot. I wonder, wonder...

Isolate myself from the world yesterday night. Switched off my hp at 11+ and headed to sleep. Its a nice sleep. Childishly thought he will call me, but he didn't. I wonder where he goes and what he does. But i guess i have to keep those question marks to myself. I don't want to bombard him with qns and qns. The best way is to keep silent. The way that he wants...

[[Last Wrote]]*|10:29 AM|

Thursday, August 03, 2006

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i cried to sleep yesterday nite.

he called at 12+. Finally get to hear him after the long wait. There were long pauses and silence on our conversation. He didn't tell me much abt what he had done, only "politely" answered what i probed him. I knew he dun feel like telling and so i stopped asking. Asked him if he's free tml nite and he said "NO." Asked him if i can meet him tml night, he reprimanded me for taking up too much of his time. He mentioned that he feels that he spent too much time on me. I'm hurt by what he said.

I've already tried to change myself yesterday. I msg him yesterday evening to ask if i could meet him, he said he had something on and is not free at that moment. I waited and waited. Clocks ticked, ticked and ticked.. I keep restraining myself from picking up the phone to call him. I told myself that he will get back to me when he's free. I suceeded. I overcome it and he finally gave me a call at 12+. I'm so delighted.

The call turned up to be a heavy blow. Supposed to be wonderful conversation that we share our daily happening but it turned up otherwise. I really don't understand. Shouldn't couples COMMUNICATE and knows how and what the other party is doing? He shifted his things into his hostel yesterday and isn't it something great that he can talked abt? He dun like to tell me what he has done or what is happening around him. How would i know them if he dun say? i knew he disliked me questioning and nagging at him and so i stopped all these. there's no point in me telling him all my things while he kept silence. I'm so sick and tired of it that i rather kept quiet.

I really don't know how our relationship would progress. All he needs is freedom. I'm giving it to him now and i hope he can feel "my absence" in his life.

I'm sad... very sad...

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